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X Rubicon: Crossing Life, Sex, Love, & Killing in CIA Proxy Wars -- An indictment of US Citizens

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Availability:In StockContributor:Sean Griobhtha, Jules Bond, Sophia RosePublish date:2026-04-30Pages:324
Languages:EnglishPublisher:Sean GriobhthaISBN-13:9781088038482ISBN-10:1088038484UPC:9781088038482Book Category:Biography & Autobiography, Psychology, Self-HelpBook Subcategory:Military, Psychopathology, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)Book Topic:Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)Size:9.00 x 6.00 x 0.95 inchesWeight:0.96Product ID:SC6GW79VVW

"The voice of this narrative is ferocious. It is also prophetic in its plea to open our eyes to the harsh reality of the military, repentance, and redeeming ourselves. Just as I had to block Rubicon's nightmare attacks and shout at him to stop, the author representing my Beloved's voice, shouts at us to wake up and stop the needless killing of our imaginary enemies, the veterans we disrespectively send to slaughter, and the families who then are left to cope with the chaos. Sean's voice is as sharp as Rubicon's experience is cutting. Rubicon is a very passionate and intense person, as you will see as you read on. Sean matches this passion and intensity beautifully. In order to face the intensity of this suffering, we need a very ferocious voice to beckon us swiftly and forcibly to the truth of what is happening. We need this because we have been entangled sooo very long in the deceit and there is so much at stake.


"As I continue to process the suffering my Beloved has caused and the suffering he has endured, it is like walking through a raging inferno. Fire has two capacities. Fire can just burn and destroy leaving only destruction and ashes. Fire can also purify and open a space for new life to thrive. For 40 years Rubicon has been engulfed within an inextinguishable fiery hell. It is only by Grace and fortitude that it did not leave him as a pile of ashes. In allowing himself to become vulnerable enough to tell me the truth of his experience, purification began. Working on this book has given him a double dose of vulnerability. He has had to relive each mission and heartbreak again as he retells his story. This book is raw in its honesty and vulnerability. Please treat it with the same honesty and openness in which it is offered to you. You will be transformed in your understanding of humanity. Respect it and invite it to burn up any resistance in you which obstructs you from receiving its truth to purify you."

Languages:EnglishPublisher:Sean GriobhthaISBN-13:9781088038482ISBN-10:1088038484UPC:9781088038482Book Category:Biography & Autobiography, Psychology, Self-HelpBook Subcategory:Military, Psychopathology, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)Book Topic:Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)Size:9.00 x 6.00 x 0.95 inchesWeight:0.96Product ID:SC6GW79VVW
Griobhtha, Sean: - Sean Griobhtha (Author)Sean Griobhtha (pronounced gree-O-tah) is a former U.S. Army Ranger combat veteran (1978-1982) and an unapologetic anti-fascist. During his service, he participated in Operation Eagle Claw and led Ranger teams in Central and South American CIA proxy operations. Haunted by the punitive, retaliatory discharge of his former trainee, Rubicon, Griobhtha spent decades searching for him. Prior to securing the unprecedented ODNI authorization for X Rubicon, Griobhtha spent three years conducting an exhaustive, covert investigation-tracking down pilots, Electronic Warfare Officers, Navy SEALs, CIA analysts, DEA personnel, and foreign nationals across Latin America to verify the operational timelines and geopolitical betrayals documented in this book. While he holds the pen as the principal architect and writer of the Crossing Rubicons project, he acknowledges that the blood, memories, and soul of the text belong entirely to Rubicon.Rubicon (Subject & Co-Creator)"Rubicon" is the ODNI-mandated pseudonym for a former Air Force Special Operations (AFSOC) and CIA military Scout (1979-1982). Operating as a lone ground controller for AC-130H Spectre gunship strikes and executing close-quarters eliminations, he completed 18 combat assignments across 14 classified proxy war operations. Originally awarded the Air Force Cross, two Silver Stars, four Bronze Stars, and the CIA Distinguished Service Medal, he was stripped of his rank and honors when his conscience shattered and he refused to kill further. X Rubicon is the unfiltered transmission of his lived experience, his 40-year battle with severe moral injury and PTSD, and his ultimate refusal to remain silent.Julie / Mrs. Rubicon (Foreword)Julie holds a Master's degree in Pastoral Care and Psychology, with decades of experience tutoring dyslexic students and working within the court system to rehabilitate at-risk youth. She wrote the book's Foreward, Or The Vanguard. As Rubicon's wife of nearly forty years, she is the grounding force who walked with him through the inferno of severe PTSD, ultimately saving his life and making his testimony possible.The GP&R Editorial & Clinical Team (Contributors)The Crossing Rubicons project is fortified by a dedicated team of volunteers who refused to let this history be buried. Jules Bond, a former research librarian with thirty years of experience in cross-relational research, serves as Chief Editor. Dr. Juan Idalgo, a clinical and forensic psychologist, provides critical analysis of the government's "Psychological Kill Training" and the mechanisms of moral injury. John, a certified international project manager and corruption investigator, manages operations and research architecture. Original artwork is provided by Sophia Rose.Bond, Jules: - Jules Bond is the chief editor of X Rubicon and Crossing Rubicons. She is a former research librarian, she has thirty years experience researching complex cross relational topics in all fields. Jules regular contributes to essays.Rose, Sophia: - Sophia Rose is an artist. She painted Life Begets Life, as a gift to Rubicon, which was used for the cover of X Rubicon. She also painted Stalking in the Field of Death for the book. She continues to provide original artwork and opinions in publishing decisions; and, from time to time, she contributes to essays.
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