The Will To Be Free - Paperback

Behind the Berlin Wall, a little girl learned that the deepest prisons aren't built of concrete.

Born into the gray silence of East Germany, Simone grew up under two regimes: the Communist state that watched every move outside her door, and the violent father who ruled every moment inside it. A high-ranking government official in public and a sadist in private, Dieter taught her early that obedience was survival and love had to be earned through pain. Her mother looked the other way. The Wall just kept standing.

The Will to Be Free is the harrowing true story of how Simone refused to inherit that silence. From a childhood of brutal beatings and unthinkable abuse, to a desperate dash through a Hungarian forest with her husband, two small children, and a stretch of hidden landmines between her family and the West, to a marriage that promised freedom and slowly revealed itself as another cage, this is a memoir about the long, costly work of choosing yourself when everyone has trained you not to.

Spanning the final decades of the Cold War and the turbulent reunification that followed, Simone's story moves from the apartment blocks of East Berlin to snowbound farmhouses, vet schools, secret border crossings, and finally to the night a woman with no shoes and no plan decides she would rather risk everything than be controlled for one more day.

Raw, propulsive, and ultimately redemptive, The Will to Be Free is a powerful testament to the human spirit, and to the truth that walls, of every kind, can be broken.

For readers of Educated by Tara Westover, The Glass Castle by Jeannette Walls, and Stasiland by Anna Funder.