Lord Keep Me Motivated - Paperback

Where did this topic "Lord Keep Me Motivated" come from? This topic evolved out of my own personal struggles as a man, Pastor, husband, father, child, sibling and friend, to remain motivated in life as a Christian. So, I begin a journey reading various authors on topics like prayer, joy, surrendering of self and finding peace, which for a short stent seemed to work. But as time would reveal the motivation was short lived because it only placed a band-aid over a deep womb that had become infected from the years of neglect in my own spiritual development.