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Availability:In StockContributor:Blake J. HumphreysPublish date:2/28/2026Pages:232

Languages:EnglishPublisher:Dead Unicorn PublishingISBN-13:9798995134008UPC:9798995134008Book Category:Biography & Autobiography, Self-HelpBook Subcategory:Memoirs, Entertainment & Performing Arts, Personal GrowthBook Topic:HappinessSize:9.00 x 6.00 x 0.53 inchesWeight:0.318Product ID:SCQSKZGW53

This is a true story. Not based on one. This happened.

I was born into Hollywood, but not the version you see on screen.

I grew up around fame, private parties, closed door gatherings, and power circles that operated quietly behind the scenes. Conversations stopped when kids walked into the room. My grandparents were in films. Image mattered. Reputation mattered. Silence mattered more.

Think Euphoria meets Jerry Springer. Now remove the cameras. Remove the script. Leave the consequences.

Before I was old enough to understand influence, I understood dysfunction. Before I understood love, I understood chaos. I grew up watching adults navigate private alliances, whispered loyalty, and environments that felt larger than life but offered very little protection. By eight years old, I was riding through Skid Row with a recovering heroin addict who would become the first man who ever stayed. By my teens, instability felt normal. By my twenties, self destruction felt like passion.

Fuckboy is a raw memoir about growing up around Hollywood culture and then repeating the very patterns you swore you would escape.

This is a story about:

Growing up close to fame without being protected by it

Private power circles that blurred boundaries and normalized instability

Mental illness and heroin recovery inside the home

Learning to perform before learning to feel

Toxic relationships built on trauma bonding and obsession

Sex, betrayal, ego, and emotional collapse

PTSD, anxiety, and depression that never fully left

Chasing broken people to feel worthy

Single fatherhood and building stability from nothing

Ayahuasca ceremonies, ego death, and confronting inherited darkness

Faith, doubt, and spiritual reckoning

Choosing peace after decades of noise

This book does not glamorize chaos. It dissects it.

It is about loving people who choose chaos over safety.

It is about being steady and still not being chosen.

It is about realizing you were never chasing love. You were chasing redemption.

Dark. Cinematic. Intimate. Unfiltered.

If you have ever confused trauma with passion, if you have ever tried to outrun what shaped you, if you have ever had to rebuild yourself from the inside out, this story will hit.

Available in paperback, hardcover, and ebook.

Languages:EnglishPublisher:Dead Unicorn PublishingISBN-13:9798995134008UPC:9798995134008Book Category:Biography & Autobiography, Self-HelpBook Subcategory:Memoirs, Entertainment & Performing Arts, Personal GrowthBook Topic:HappinessSize:9.00 x 6.00 x 0.53 inchesWeight:0.318Product ID:SCQSKZGW53

Humphreys, Blake J.: - Blake Jerome Humphreys is a writer based in the Pacific Northwest. Born in Los Angeles and shaped by instability, responsibility, and hard lessons learned early, he writes about the space between ego and accountability, love and self-destruction, ambition and collapse. His debut memoir, Fuckboy A Memoir, is an unfiltered examination of identity, masculinity, regret, and what it actually takes to rebuild after you burn your own life down.Before publishing his first book, Blake spent over a decade working in high-pressure healthcare environments, where he witnessed life at its most fragile and unfiltered. Trauma, addiction, reconciliation, quiet resilience. Watching people at their breaking points stripped away illusion. It forced him to confront his own.His writing is direct and unsentimental. He is less interested in polished redemption arcs and more interested in truth. He writes about mistakes without softening them, about fatherhood without romanticizing it, and about relationships without pretending he was always the victim. The result is a voice that is raw but self-aware, sharp but grounded.Now living in Oregon, Blake is raising his sons and building a life defined less by impulse and more by intention. Discipline replaced chaos. Self-awareness replaced denial. Growth replaced performance. The work is ongoing.Blake believes the stories people hide are usually the ones that matter most. His goal is not to be liked. It is to be honest. Because once you understand your own patterns, you can either repeat them or break them.Fuckboy A Memoir is his first book, but not his last.

Publisher: Dead Unicorn Publishing

Contributor(s)

Blake J. Humphreys

Author

Blake J. Humphreys

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This is a true story. Not based on one. This happened.

I was born into Hollywood, but not the version you see on screen.

I grew up around fame, private parties, closed door gatherings, and power circles that operated quietly behind the scenes. Conversations stopped when kids walked into the room. My grandparents were in films. Image mattered. Reputation mattered. Silence mattered more.

Think Euphoria meets Jerry Springer. Now remove the cameras. Remove the script. Leave the consequences.

Before I was old enough to understand influence, I understood dysfunction. Before I understood love, I understood chaos. I grew up watching adults navigate private alliances, whispered loyalty, and environments that felt larger than life but offered very little protection. By eight years old, I was riding through Skid Row with a recovering heroin addict who would become the first man who ever stayed. By my teens, instability felt normal. By my twenties, self destruction felt like passion.

Fuckboy is a raw memoir about growing up around Hollywood culture and then repeating the very patterns you swore you would escape.

This is a story about:

Growing up close to fame without being protected by it

Private power circles that blurred boundaries and normalized instability

Mental illness and heroin recovery inside the home

Learning to perform before learning to feel

Toxic relationships built on trauma bonding and obsession

Sex, betrayal, ego, and emotional collapse

PTSD, anxiety, and depression that never fully left

Chasing broken people to feel worthy

Single fatherhood and building stability from nothing

Ayahuasca ceremonies, ego death, and confronting inherited darkness

Faith, doubt, and spiritual reckoning

Choosing peace after decades of noise

This book does not glamorize chaos. It dissects it.

It is about loving people who choose chaos over safety.

It is about being steady and still not being chosen.

It is about realizing you were never chasing love. You were chasing redemption.

Dark. Cinematic. Intimate. Unfiltered.

If you have ever confused trauma with passion, if you have ever tried to outrun what shaped you, if you have ever had to rebuild yourself from the inside out, this story will hit.

Available in paperback, hardcover, and ebook.

Humphreys, Blake J.: - Blake Jerome Humphreys is a writer based in the Pacific Northwest. Born in Los Angeles and shaped by instability, responsibility, and hard lessons learned early, he writes about the space between ego and accountability, love and self-destruction, ambition and collapse. His debut memoir, Fuckboy A Memoir, is an unfiltered examination of identity, masculinity, regret, and what it actually takes to rebuild after you burn your own life down.Before publishing his first book, Blake spent over a decade working in high-pressure healthcare environments, where he witnessed life at its most fragile and unfiltered. Trauma, addiction, reconciliation, quiet resilience. Watching people at their breaking points stripped away illusion. It forced him to confront his own.His writing is direct and unsentimental. He is less interested in polished redemption arcs and more interested in truth. He writes about mistakes without softening them, about fatherhood without romanticizing it, and about relationships without pretending he was always the victim. The result is a voice that is raw but self-aware, sharp but grounded.Now living in Oregon, Blake is raising his sons and building a life defined less by impulse and more by intention. Discipline replaced chaos. Self-awareness replaced denial. Growth replaced performance. The work is ongoing.Blake believes the stories people hide are usually the ones that matter most. His goal is not to be liked. It is to be honest. Because once you understand your own patterns, you can either repeat them or break them.Fuckboy A Memoir is his first book, but not his last.

Publisher: Dead Unicorn Publishing

Contributor(s)

Blake J. Humphreys

Author

Blake J. Humphreys

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