Fearbasing - Paperback
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Fear is a false reality. Like your abductor strapping you in a chair to remove your eyeball from its socket while keeping the flesh attached to the optic nerve. The dissector plucks your nerve fibers like a mini guitar. The vibrations create visions in your mind that aren't real, but you think they are, so your mind and emotions react accordingly. Just because what happened was horrific, it doesn't mean that everything and everyone Rya experiences will desire her to suffer. But fear is where she feels at home as she understands it and she knows how to respond to it. She's been told to run for so long and so hard that she now runs from good things. Facing your fear is to put a face on it and sometimes this face is staring back at you in your reflection. As Rya's sands of her life's hourglass violently fall to the past with each nightmare, she must learn that she can't kill what she continues to create. And the faster she runs, the harder it pulls her back in. Will she ever cross the finish line to freedom and peace once again or will she overdose?
When it comes to Dżesi which is my human self, I was born in Phoenix, Arizona but have lived in Georgia since I was five. I don't have any siblings and I never saw my father after we left for Georgia, which was about 43 years ago. I lived with my mother until I was 16 but I hardly ever saw or spoke to her. I've taken care of myself most of my life and had to let go of a lot of resentment and hatefulness. I have four grown children, married twice, and been single for 10+ years. When I was young I wanted to be a professional writer, ice skater or dancer. But now I skate and dance on paper. Which brings me to Daimoni. She is not only my author side but my other half. I've loved to write and draw since I was a child but it was never observed or nurtured so with that and being told I didn't belong everywhere I went, Daimoni was my safe space. She is creative, smart, cool, different, someone I can express myself to and through. We both enjoy suspenseful thrillers, psychotic stories, realistic bloody horror flicks, and anything funnier than funny. And these are my go-to's for my writing, thinking, and perceiving the world around me. I write what I wonder about or can create from my mind. The one type of movie or book I don't volunteer to experience is anything that will make me cry which is almost anything. I cry at Pixar movies, even commercials. Things that wouldn't make anyone else show any emotion over. So no movie theatre for me. I'm loving but can turn on a dime if I'm done wrong. I enjoy taking care of people who need someone but if you're voluntarily insane and cruel, you might want to stay away from me. I hope you explore my world with me and end up entertained, educated, or intrigued about how the world is and what is in the unknown. My hope is that I make some new connections or even friends through our likes, dislikes, and creative selves. And please remember, no matter your place on this earth or in your mind, you're not alone. Oh and I love unicorn glitter farts and drinking long island iced tea at the bottom of the ocean while the dolphins are clapping and doing dirty things to each other. Stay pure and craving.
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