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Have you ever made a choice that changed the course of your life forever? The author's journey began in the summer of 1994 at Lincoln University, where she became involved with a preacher from Chicago who ultimately became a pastor. This compelling memoir chronicles her trials and triumphs as she endured subjugation and oppression, which gradually shaped her perspective and faith. How do we rise against insurmountable odds when failure seems inevitable? You will no longer question whether chronic control, manipulation, and intimidation are indicators of narcissism, even from those we trust and love.

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